Arsip Bulanan: Desember 2012

Senyum itu melambangkan kepalsuan
pilu sangat menatapnya
berakhir tragis
akulah sumber ketragisan itu

aku pinta, aku mohon..
Satu tali yang menemani dua tali semu itu, tak bolehlah melonggar
Erat..haruslah begitu
Dan ingatkan kami, ketika dua tali semu yang menjadi nyata ini terlalu sibuk merajut diri

Iklan

peka tak jua pudar
jikala suka dan duka sama menerkam
ku mungkin senang, tapi bagaimanakah ia?

Terlalu kejam
dua untai tali tak bisa dilepaskan
lalu perekat itu terluka, menangis
laranya tak kunjung sirna
rasa di dada ini menikam, tiada cela
peluh yang sia-sia terbuang

ku sia bertanya
batiniah berperang, mengkudeta
ah persetan!
Bencilah padaku, tak apa
darah dan daging ini patut dibenci

-sepi, pagi yang kelam ditengah senyum pahit-

Hujan angin t’lah tersingkap
Kelak, satu badai menunggu
Karena seonggok daging tak tahu diri ini meradang
Pedang itu terhunuskah ?

Kejam, meradam
ku jengah tiada tara
nian hina ku sajalah
salah, salahkah?

Tangannya melipat, tanganku menengadah
Semua bumbu ragam elok nan pilu
Dua manusia terjatuh sekejap mata
Dengan benda yang digenggamnya berbeda
Tasbih dan salib, mustahilkah dipersatukan?

-ketika kartu telah dibuka, mentari bersembunyi di pagi yang redup-

*listen, and get the words clearly* So, this is it.. This is how I am. Now.

Always said I would know where to
find love,
Always thought I’d be ready and
strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could
give up.
But you came and changed my
whole world now,
I’m somewhere I’ve never been
before.
Now I see, what love means.
[Chorus]
It’s so unbelievable,
And I don’t want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you’ve always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it’s so unbelievable to finally be
in love,
Somewhere I’d never thought I’d
be.
In my heart, in my head, it’s so
clear now,
Hold my hand you’ve got nothing
to fear now,
I was lost and you’ve rescued me
some how-.
I’m alive, I’m in love you complete
me,
And I’ve never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.
[Chorus]
When I think of what I have, and
this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.
[Chorus]
Now I see, what love means

Kejujuran. Terkadang sebuah kejujuran bisa menjadi sesuatu yang pahit. Aku tidak sanggup bersembunyi lagi. Tapi sebenarnya, aku takut. Takut kehilangan. Takut jika kebenaran itu terkuak, lalu semuanya berbeda.
Tolong..maafkan aku. Maafkan kami.

Seperti ikatan tali yang terlepas
Melayang di tengah keputus asaan
Tak pandu arah
Mencela, bukanlah marah

Dua utas tali semu yang selama ini terikat, menjadi nyata
Kenyataan pahit manis hidup tak pernah lelah
Ingin asa ditelan kalbu yang membara
Satu lagi hilang, lalu inikah klimaksnya?

Meredam, memendam, memejam
Tidaklah tak sukar menebus parang
Dan seonggok daging tak tahu malu tetap diam, diri ini
Rumit, apakah tak kenal kata maaf?

”everything its about reason”

everybody like a mess
they overact.
Role an drama.
But, i thought, am i include them?

In a crowd, i’m full of lone
like a lonely sweet candy, but its bitter
bittersweet instead
far away i’m walkin in every singel path for arrive
but, they i cant
what should i prove them?

And these eyes can stand to be opened
last limit of chance
and, the blur view came for once again
Oh! Where’s my glasses?

Only Reminds Of You Lyrics by M.Y.M.P

Tau lagu ini dari teman dekat, dan entah kenapa lirik dan melodinya bagus banget. Enjoyy..

I see you, beside me
It’s only a dream
A vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memoriesHow could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you knowChorus:
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When i turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

I needed my freedom
That’s what I’ve thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied while you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see

Everything we’ve been through before
Now it means so much more

Only you
So come back to me
I’m down on my knees
Boy can’t you see

How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know
You, You,
It only reminds me of you

I see the eyes, and i can read
but, afraid that conclude will wrong
but the eyes cannot read mine
they frustated for nothing struggle
everything like a cliche
blur, deceive our views
but i still find the words
which is COMPLICATED