Arsip Bulanan: April 2013

RED lyrics by Taylor Swift

Loving him is like driving a new
Maserati down a dead end street
Faster than the wind
Passionate as sin, ended so
suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change
your mind

Once you’re already flying through
the free fall
Like the colors in autumn
So bright just before they lose it
all

Losing him was blue like I’d never
known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to
know somebody you’ve never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red

Touching him is like realizing all you
ever wanted was right there in
front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as
knowing all the words to your old
favorite song

Fighting with him was like trying to
solve a crossword and realizing
there’s no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you
never found out love could be that
strong

Losing him was blue like I’d never
known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to
know somebody you’ve never met

But loving him was red
Oh red burning red
Remembering him comes in
flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it’s time now, gotta let go

But moving on from him is
impossible
When I still see it all in my head
Burning red!
Darling it was red!

Oh, losing him was blue like I’d
never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to
know somebody you’ve never met
Cause loving him was red yeah yeah red
We’re burning red

And that’s why he’s spinning round
in my head
Comes back to me burning red
Yeah yeah

His love was like driving a new
Maserati down a dead end street

[ From: http://
http://www.metrolyrics.com/red-lyrics-
taylor-swift.html ]

KEMBALI

Semuanya kembali normal. Aku.. kembali. Mimpi mimpi yang sempat tertahan kini lepas di angan angan dengan berani.

Hari ini, semuanya akan menjadi jauh lebih baik. Tak ada senyum semu, sedu sedan, atau.. mendustakan hati lagi. Yang ada hanyalah, keorisinilan dari sebuah pribadi yang kini bebas. Bebas menjadi apapun, melakukan hal positif apapun, dan bermimpi apapun sesuai padanan. Hari terbaik sedunia..

Mulai saat ini, radar sudah ketinggalan jaman. Sebaiknya, hal seperti itu secepatnya di revisi. Hanya saja.. motivasi yang lebih besar belum menepi dan ditemukan.

Suatu saat aku ingin pergi ke pantai, tempat yang menurutku panas, lengket, dan bau amis tiada dua. Tapi, aku harus ke sana.

Untuk apa?
Mendengarkan lagu yang paling merdu sedunia.

Sun, end of April. 20.58

Gadis Pemimpi

Gadis itu kini terbaring. Ia.. kosong. Pandangannya kabur. Semuanya terasa kabur. Resiko yang ia ambil, tidak mudah ternyata.

Sambil melantunkan alunan musik sederhana ia selalu mengingat. Mengingat semuanya. Sampai saat ini ia tidak menangis. Ia belum menangis, karea bom waktunya masih terus berjalan dalam hening. Ia hanya perlu menemukan pintu keluar. Bukan berarti ia menghindari masalah, tapi karena keharusan untuk membuka pintu pintu yang lain. Petualangan hati yang lebih hebat lagi. Dengan modal yang ia miliki sekarang ia hanya fokus pada mimpinya.

Apa yang ia miliki sekarang?

Kekuatan hati.

Bukan Lembaran Pertama

Sebenarnya ini bukan lembaran yang pertama. Ini adalah lembaran yang kesekian kalinya setelah gadis itu terbang.

Beberapa hari yang lalu penerbangannya belum mulus. Masih saja ada dahan pohon yang menghalangi, dan jerat yang menipu ditemuinya. Karena jika tidak begitu, bukan cerita seru kan?

Semangatnya kini membara lagi. Cahaya yang sementara meredup, perlahan menjadi terang benderang lagi. Inspirasi yang sempat hilang, kini kembali ke permukaan bersamaan dengan ratusan gagasan muncul di otaknya. Kini, ia merasa terlahirkan kembali.

“Aku ingin menulis lagi. Aku tidak akan takut untuk bermimpi lagi.”

Karena gadis itu berhak melakukan apa saja yang ia mau, merasakan apa yang sebenarnya ia rasakan, dan.. mencintai sesuatu yang seharusnya ia cintai.

Salam,
Gadis Petualang Hati.

Freedom

Verse:
When I feel in my heart
When i feel in my soul
And I know the peace alive
And it becomes better mine

Bridge 1:
You.. should be patient
Cause I never fall because of you

Reff 1 :
Freedom..
And I feel like flying through sky
I dont know that it feels so fine
No one can changes me for this time
———-interlude———–
Bridge 2:
Never thought that I was so strong
I dont care if you blame my self
Cause I’ll get free.. free.. free

Reff 1 :
Freedom..
And I feel like flying through sky
I dont know that it feels so fine
No one can changes me for this time

Reff 2:
Oh freedom..
While i’m with you it feels so bright
I want you in every single time
No one can take ooh my freedom

The fakeness

Dark..
Darkness inside
Inside of.. my mind?
My heart? My.. soul.

Running
It’s running to the end
Star never be seen
And.. I feel fail
To let the damn bond out of mine

I still yearning it every single a sunrise then it begin to the dark night
They never know
Never , who I am now
And sometimes i was stupidly regret all the time

Why?
‘Why’ is a hard quest to be answered
But for you lied instead
But lying.. never work it out
Lying your heart, same as killing inner mind which is yours

Vacant
No opportunity to be found, reach, and hold
Probably, it’s getting rough
No warm.. no smile
It only a fake of acts

Fake you..or you fake me on

The Fakeness

Dark..
Darkness inside
Inside of.. my mind?
My heart? My.. soul.

Running
It’s running to the end
Star never be seen
And.. I feel fail
To let the damn bond out of mine

I still yearning it every single a sunrise then it begin to the dark night
They never know
Never , who I am now
And sometimes i was stupidly regret all the time

Why?
‘Why’ is a hard quest to be answered
But for you lied instead
But lying.. never work it out
Lying your heart, same as killing inner mind which is yours

Vacant
No opportunity to be found, reach, and hold
Probably, it’s getting rough
No warm.. no smile
It only a fake of acts

Fake you..or you fake me on