Some people like being special and unique. Individualism teaches us to feel that every person is different has distinctive quality.
Sometimes I found myself saying “Many women are……, but I’m different.”
“Their make up are too much, natural look is far better.”
“She’s prettier with hijab.”
“She’ll be happier if she’s single.”
“Girls loving pink stuffs are overrated.”
“I’d rather to rant to boys, girls can’t keep secrets.”
“Girls are drama queen, ugh!”
“Being a housewife is easier than becoming a working mom.”
For me, it was normal saying that until this year. I realized that I’ve been underestimating other girls as a result of my gender bias.
Graduated from a literature major and taught by some feminist professors, I’ve been always proud that I had chances to expand my perspective regarding patriarchy and feminism. I’m not proclaiming to be a feminist, but I stand for women’s rights and gender equality.
After watching some Ted talks about pick me girl topics, I began to realize having internalized misogyny within myself. Internalized misogyny is when women portraying other women, or even themselves, to be inferior.
When I was a teenager, I often said “I prefer having boys as friends than girls.”
Subconsciously, I saw men was better than women while the issue may be about people’s personality and it has nothing to do with someone’s sex.
In the workplace, I’ve had talks about some married women tend to be not professional, but that’s totally biased. In the recent training I had from the global office, I learned that gender bias to working moms happens in every country in the world. When I step back and see things in the bird’s point of view, I’ve known some married women and working moms who have incredible achievement at work. It’s about work ethics, after all.
I’ve seen many posts on Instagram that women need to be independent and even some said that women do not need any men at all. In fact, women can choose any life path they want. Some may need men next to them, and some may choose to live alone without any attachment to anyone. They are both valid!
Women can be anything they like. They can decide to be single, married, full time mom, working mom, ustatha , monks, or nuns.
We can’t help having internalized misogyny amidst patriarchal culture around us. However, we can learn to respect women and allow each other to express ourselves in our own way. Indeed, it’s easier said than done, but this act needs to start from ourselves now. Spread respect!