Dear My Hero in My Life

Mom..

I miss your smile, in this distance

I miss your careness

I miss your laugh.. your face

I miss you were health, you were really fine.

 

I miss.. I miss you so much Mom.

Please, stay with me. Stay till I close my eyes in the end.

 

-your daughter-

I still the stars, the farthest way

the horizon rise

the galaxy amaze

and.. I still the stars the farthest way

So Loon and alone

 

the sun wipe the tears

the moon came up, embrassing me

It’s just a memory

and.. I still the stars the farthest way

 

Deep blue nebula storm,  ravage my shine

I turn red

No one came

and.. I still the stars the farthest way

 

Ketika hari ini, inilah aku

Hari ini, merupakan hari yang spesial. Everyday is special actually.Tapi, kali ini aku merasakan sesuatu magis yang terjadi dalam kehidupanku. Kini.. perjuangan itu terbayar sudah. Tapi bukan berarti kini aku berhenti berjuang. Justru, ini adalah awal. Awal dari perjalanan sebuah gadis pemimpi yang selalu nekat.

Hari ini, memakai pakaian putih-putih berbalut Jaket Kuning khas Universitas Indonesia, hatiku sangat berbahagia. Inilah.. aku. Aku yang realistis dalam bermimpi. Walaupun aku tahu, terwujudnya mimpi bukan berarti mendapatkan apa yang kita impikan-impikan sebelumnya. Tetapi.. bagaimana kita mendapatkan sesuatu yang terbaik bagi diri kita.

Tapi, aku masih bermimpi.

Berhenti untuk bermimpi? Itu bukan diriku. Karena diriku ini gadis pemimpi yang selalu nekat. Usaha, doa, dan kemauan. Hanya itu modalku.

Dan, ini sama sekali belum cukup. Tapi aku harus tetap bersyukur. Aku bersyukur kepada Allah SWT, yang senantiasa berada dekat dalam hati. Mengalir dalam setiap pergerakan tubuhku. Engkau tiada tertandingi.

Masih ada waktu perjuangan untuk 3,5 tahun kedepan. Berkarya, Mengabdi, dan Berprestasi. Untukmu mimpi, aku tahu kau masih di depan sana di jarak yang tak terpandang. Tapi aku yakin, kau selalu menungguku tuk ada disana.

 

And,Mom.. please, you have to see my succeed.

 

Gadis ini.. lagi lagi dengan modal nekat ia ingin mewujudkan mimpi kecilnya yang satu ini. Tak habis pikir. Entah ia terlalu percaya diri atau bagaimana.. dia selalu yakin akan keajaiban.
Keajaiban seperti ini contohnya.
Berjalan di jalan setapak suatu jembatan cinta.

Heal my Mom, God. That’s  all I wanted right now. Heal her. Make her happy. Make her longlive to see my success in the future. -SLR

Dark

Blur

Into the zone

Came up once,

Then fadeway

You are fake.. Are you?

With three petals paint fall,

I’m learning

Learn.. how much I had to bear anymore?

Sky down into the magic light rise

Teardrops stop, I’m gazing

And.. I lose you.

Second Day OBM

Second day?
You kidding me, it’s quite thrilling!!
This is first time I felt sooo happu when learning. Especially in IT.

Yup, I learn about IT in my university. UI has many website that we(student) can access many apps depend on what we need. For example, if we want to know about our schedule and IP or IPK we can access SIAK NG. It’s like information system of UI. We can choose our subject’s lecture and the lecturer too. If we start new semester, we called it SIAK WAR. War? Yes, it’s big competition to get the good class in campus.

Also, We have Upload UI. You can upload file(maximal size 5 gb) and send to your email. You can send such as video, documents, presentation file, aaandd many more! This is perfect for me :’)

And UI has e-learning which  we call SCeLE (with little ‘e’). It’s kind of web that we can discuss something and access another information.

Today, we have games in class.I’ts quite fun! Many friends again, many laugh, many silly things. Hahaha.

Ummm.. actually there’s more that I could explain, but.. this headache is really make me sick. So, see you in next post, Pal!
Again.. can’t wait for third day~

First Day OBM

Today is freakin’ exciting daay!! First day OBM, (orientasi belajar mahasiswa) was really motivated me about ‘teamworks’. Many new knowledge, new friends, new lecturer. That’s nice compilation, right?

I’d learn Collaborative Learning. It’s like peer group learning which we cal it JIGSAW. The purpose of Jigsaw is to make us wholly understand about the topic that we discussed. It’s simple methods. First, we make a Focus Group. In focus group we discuss about 1 subtopic in the main topic. After we read the book and discussing it. We move to Home Group. Home group is collaboration from every member another focus group. In this group we talk about subtopic one by one. Then we reach to “wholly understand”.

It’s feel amazing when I talk with my group. It’s kind of make friends in intellectual way. Hahaha. Especially in home group we discuss with full of english. Nice experience for me. And.. can’t wait for second day~
Hope everything is better.

Untuk bisa berkembang dengan baik, berkembanglah di tempat yang baik

Satu jam percakapan yang terasa singkat itu, akan menjadi satu jam terakhir panggilanku. Sebelum.. perahu menuju arah baru tuk berlabuh. Satu jam itu, apakah berarti?